What do you do when you’ve been with someone for almost 3 and a half years and
you find yourself falling in love with somebody else…
I feel like there is something wrong with me. Like there always has been
something very wrong with me. I’m so spaced out most of the time, and then
suddenly I’m so emotional. I so anxious all of the time. I want to fall in love
so much. My relationships never work. It seems to be me that is the problem. Why
will nobody love me? I am losing my motivation to study or do anything. I don’t
want to become depressed again. I don’t think I’m depressed right not, but I’m
unhappy. Very unhappy. I think only love has ever made me feel happy. Or what I
thought was love. Why am I so fucking different?
I slept with my professor. I am totally in love with him. I don’t know what to
do.
For the first time in a long time, I have something real and tangible that makes
me happy to wake up in the morning.
confession n. A written or oral statement acknowledging guilt, made by one who has been accused or charged with an offense.
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It is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution.
— Oscar Wilde
It's kind of like being in someone's head while they're praying or thinking about things they'd never say outloud.
— Yaflapkik
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