I work at a bookstore and there are a two older men who hit on me constantly. I
don’t mind the attention actually, I flirt and tease them back. It makes the
day go by faster and everyone is genuinely nice there. One guy is very flirty
including touching and hugging me.
The problem? This very flirty guy is married and I’m also taken. I’m starting
to find myself thinking about this man more than I probably should, and my
boyfriend and I are fighting and he’s cooled off a lot when it comes to being
physical with me.
I could never cheat, and I am actually leaving the store when I go back to
school in Sept. Maybe I should just try to forget about this guy and don’t say
anything to him about his behaviour until I leave…
What is it with me and my inability to have relationships? I don’t understand
what it is that is wrong with me. friends tell me that they think men find me
intimidating because im in school at whatever. I’m not intimidating!!! Seems
like I can only ever become friends with guys or else they are just looking for
a one night stand. What I don’t understand is how there are those girls who have
a different boyfriend every month. An actualy boyfriend with the title and all.
Why is it that I only ever end up going on ‘off-the-record’ dates?? To be 21 an
never have had a real boyfriend. How pathetic.
Right now I like someone who is in a long-distance relationship (under a year).
We ‘dated’ off-the-record last summer but it didn’t work out because he moved
away to go back to school. Then he finished and is back for good now but met
that girlfriend of his there. I just don’t see how he can get more out of her
hardly ever seeing her than he could out of me. He told me he is still very
attracted to me and we held hands the other week. I don’t want him to cheat on
her. I don’t think he would anyway. I just want him to myself. Sigh….this
will sound conceited but she really is not very attractive. I’m not just saying
that. Probably really sweet or something. Sigh….I always watch other people
enjoy what I want. For anyone who is in a relationship you should know that you
are so lucky. I want to love someone.
It seems to take a lot for someone to break up with someone for someone else.
Makes me feel like I’m not good enought. I hate wanting someone I can’t have :(
confession n. A written or oral statement acknowledging guilt, made by one who has been accused or charged with an offense.
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It is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution.
— Oscar Wilde
It's kind of like being in someone's head while they're praying or thinking about things they'd never say outloud.
— Yaflapkik
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