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Sometimes I want to drop out of school not because it is hard, but because I
don’t know why I am going.

I have this one class on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays that is sooo boring.
So, to pass the hour, I sit there the whole time and fantasize about the guy I
like. I think about past times we’ve had sex and what I want to do to him next
time I see him. It’s the best thing ever, and I swear it relaxes me. I just
tune everything and everyone out and think about all of the things I want to do
to his body. Only problem is I am so in the mood after and then I have to go to
more classes (and I actually have to pay attention in them).

I transferred universities recently (last minute switch due to personal reasons)
and I tried to get back in contact with a prof I did research with. He hasn’t
responded at all and I’m quite disappointed. He usually responds pretty quick
and I just sent him an email asking how the research was going and informed him
that I transferred univ’s so that’s the reason why I haven’t been around.

I’m scared that I might have done something wrong and I’ve been racking my
brain trying to figure out what I might’ve done. My email was extremely formal
and polite and I’ve been nothing but professional towards him. The thing is, I
can’t physically see him and ask what’s wrong since I’m more than a few hours
away from the univ. So I’m extremely confused.

I don’t know what I’m going to do since I was planning on asking him for a
letter of recommendation next fall.

My friend told me today her and her boyfriend are planning on getting a dog
together. I bit my tongue, and didn’t say a word, other than “that’s nice”,
but I have a real problem with this.

The main problem is that this guy lives in a small condo, he works LONG hours
at a bank, and every few months he’s rarely home since he has to do quarterly
financial reports. The other problem, is that my friend and him get into an
argument at least once a week. She told me she doesn’t trust him (she caught
him messaging online women to meet up with them), and he doesn’t seem that
grateful or appreciative of her, and they haven’t been dating long (3-4
months).

We all know the stories of people who buy pets and then realize they can’t take
care of them. I’m afraid this relationship won’t last very long, my friend will
be left devastated, and then stuck with a poor helpless animal that no one can
take care of…

I still find myself thinking/fantasizing about a crush I had in high school. And
I’ve been out of high school for three years now.