CollegeConfessional.net

So my ex boyfriend got married a few weeks ago, to a girl he told me was “the
complete opposite of you”. I’m not sure how I feel about it, I’m a little bit
jealous for some reason.

I have a wonderful man now and I’m very happy with him, I can see us getting
married. And I definitely do not want my ex back. I think his comment was
maybe what offended me, I’m not sure.

I was his first lover and girlfriend, so he said he learned “a lot” from our
relationship, and went for someone completely opposite after. Not sure if
that’s a good thing? I just feel weird about it all…

I’m in my early 20s and really have not much of an idea of who I am. It’s kind
of weird. When people ask me what to call me (my full name or the short-form),
I say something different every time. I think this is symbolic of how unsure I
am in general. I really have no idea how I’m going to get a career after
graduation and make something of myself. It seems like every time I meet
someone admirable, I want to be him/her. But how do I figure out what I want to
be?

I hate myself. Everyone tells me I’m such a sweet, smart person, but nobody
realizes just how much of an asshole I really am. And the people who do just
love me all the more for it, which drives me crazy. Why can’t someone just tell
me what a shithole of a person I am, hate me, and be done with it?

I just realized the other day that I had more sex in high school than I have in
college so far… I’m a junior now. This is getting a bit ridiculous.
PS: I’m female

I’m always stuck at the platonic stage. I guess I am just not boyfriend
material.

I really liked this guy and we hit it off over the summer. Now we’re back in
class and he only calls when he needs something. I ignore him for the most part
unless it’s class related because I’m hurt. I guess he’s just not that in to me.
Lame.

i know my ex-professor is attracted to me, and i definitely am to him. we can
and do talk about everything. we spend all of our free time together, but we’re
both too nervous to make a move.

what he doesn’t know is that i am honestly in love with him…

Every time you make a short joke after I tease you, even though I say that I
hate it, I secretly like it. You make me feel cute and I laugh. =)

I just moved to a new city and I feel paralyzed. Nobody to talk to, no idea how
to get anywhere, no familiarity. I feel like nowhere is home and I can’t settle
down.

I wish women and men were equal. I wish rape couldn’t happen. I wish it didn’t
seem so provacative to a man to do something so horrible. I wish it wasn’t
possible for a woman to be overpowered like that. It seems so fucking unfair
that women, by their very biology, invite a destruction of their psyches and
well-being at the hands of a man’s sexual desire.

I hate being a woman. I hate knowing, that if I ever got into a violent
situation, there would be next to nothing I could do if a man was going to rape
me.

It’s like being less than human. Sometimes I hate God.