anyone else depressed, lonely, and listening to the same song over and over
again? if so, what song? i need a good one.
I realllly want to win this contest. Please pick #3!
http://www.postlapsaria.com/contest.php
Thanks!
After all this time, I still have feelings for you. You are no longer my
professor-are you still attracted to me? I wish I knew.
i’m 19.
i’ve never had a boyfriend. sometimes i just feel so alone when i see everyone
else paired up.
and i don’t know what i’m doing with my life. i’m in college now. sometimes i
think i’ll go this direction, sometimes another. most of my interests have
nothing to do with each other and don’t really cross paths. i keep going back
and forth but i can’t decide. i’m so afraid things won’t work out or i won’t be
smart enough or i just won’t succeed.
i’m so indecisive.
i feel like my life has no direction.
i just don’t know what to do.
i’m 19.
i’ve never had a boyfriend. sometimes i just feel so alone when i see everyone
else paired up.
and i don’t know what i’m doing with my life. i’m in college now. sometimes i
think i’ll go this direction, sometimes another. most of my interests have
nothing to do with each other and don’t really cross paths. i keep going back
and forth but i can’t decide. i’m so afraid things won’t work out or i won’t be
smart enough or i just won’t succeed.
i’m so indecisive.
i feel like my life has no direction.
i just don’t know what to do.
I wish I was pretty sometimes. All of my friends and sister are just beautiful.
I just wish sometimes that I didn’t look like a short, geeky nerd with a big
nose. I’m the stereotypical nerd who was teased alot when I was younger and
ended up burying myself in books.
I have a wonderful man who loves me and thinks the world of me, and my
girlfriends say I shouldn’t be so self-conscious and insecure since “men don’t
like that”. But it’s easy for her to say that, she’s beautiful.
My parents are moving cross-country in about a month. I could stay here, but I
have no job, no experience, and the job market is getting worse every year. I
will very likely go with them and start my third year at a different
university. I don’t even care that much if I lose credits… I just want a
change of scenery. A fresh start. This could be a great opportunity.
The only people I’m leaving behind who I care about are my grandparents. I’ll
likely see them once every few years, if at all, if I move. This is so
impetuous and unlike me. I’m scared. Scared that the fresh start will actually
turn out to be a different pile of the same crap. :’(
confession n. A written or oral statement acknowledging guilt, made by one who has been accused or charged with an offense.
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It is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution.
— Oscar Wilde
It's kind of like being in someone's head while they're praying or thinking about things they'd never say outloud.
— Yaflapkik
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