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My friend (who is married) told me that she and her husband want to set me up on
a blind date. I hate going on blind dates, and I hate dating all together. I
just want to be left alone! I told her I’d think about it, but I don’t think
I’m going to go through with it. I’ve been divorced for six years and I haven’t
been on a date since. I don’t know what to do. Yeah, I know I should move on and
all that, but I don’t feel ready, in fact, I don’t know if I’ll truly ever feel
ready! Even if I do go on this date, what do I talk about?! I’m such a boring
person (I think so, anyway)!

I went on TWO dates with a man way back in the summer, around July. He wanted
to continue it further but I didn’t feel a connection with him, so I ended it.

I am now in a wonderful relationship, and who do I see adding me to msn and
calling me on my cell again? The summer guy… I haven’t spoken to him since
July.

Doesn’t he realize I’m not interested?? Why doesn’t he get the hint?? I’m
irritated and a little bothered by this… I haven’t told him I’m in a
relationship yet, but I honestly hope he’ll back off once I do.

Today someone was trying to start a conversation with me but I responded in a
way to stop the conversation, and I feel I may have came off as being
uninterested and rude. I want to be closer with this person, but they seem to
only approach me on semi-rare occasions even though they’re in the same place
as me. I feel I can’t trust them, but I’m thinking I may just be looking for
reasons to push this person away because I’d rather push someone away since
its easier.

my boyfriend is so awesome!!!
he’s like so amazing and incredible and fun and gentlemanly and he tells me I’m
beutiful and he is so cute especially when he smiles.we hike and read bible
together and I’m so happy because he’s in my life and God is so awesome to
bring us together. I love him so much.