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you broke my heart, took my pride, i felt foolish. you’ll never get close to me
again. i still miss and care about you, it’s frustrating.

Yea, I could easily have taken two classes rather than one. But quite frankly, I
just don’t wanna.

I seriously think I’m non-sexual. I have absolutely no libido. When I was
little, I used to like both boys and girls. When I was a teenager, I figured
out that was called bisexual. I dated both men and women, and found that I
liked women more. I mostly dated women, and enjoyed (still enjoy, if you can
call it that) sex more with them rather than men. Had my share of relationships
with them through high school and college. When my last girlfriend broke my
heart, my best friend (a guy) was there for me and somehow we ended up getting
together. We’ve been together for 5 years now, and while I never really enjoyed
the sex immensely, I still enjoyed it somewhat and once in a while. But now, I
could see myself never having sex for the rest of my life. It’s not because sex
is bad, it just doesn’t interest me, with either a guy or a girl. I think my
boyfriend is frustrated with me because I’m not meeting his sexual needs, but
he wont say I am. I don’t know what to do. I love him, would say yes to a
marriage proposal in a heartbeat, and would live a very happy life with him.
But I just can’t see myself engaging in sex, or if I did, enjoying it. It’s not
fair to him. I have no idea what to do. I’m wondering if it’s just a libido
thing having to do with hormones or depression or someting like that, so I
might go to the doctor and see what’s up with that. Otherwise, I’m afraid I’m
“abnormal” and wont be able to find a long or healthy relationship with either
guys or girls.