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I’m sorry I never gave you a hug or kiss on the cheek. Now it’s too late. I
still think you’re beautiful.

I’m sorry I never gave you a hug or kiss on the cheek. Now it’s too late. I
still think you’re beautiful.

I cant sleep anymore. I used to always sleep through the night and now I am
lucky if I get 4 hours. I just want to sleep normal again.

I was eyeing my professor (who is 51 and I am 25) for the entire fall semester
and for some reason I was getting a vibe that he was eyeing me too through the
little cute jokes he always made in class, lots to my direction. I was appealed
by EVERYTHING about him. His studies included philosophy, astronomy, physics,
psych .. I mean the man is not only brilliant but is as cooky as the come .. as
cooky even as me! Have I never felt such a connection with someone as I did with
him so at the end of semester i wound up asking him out.

He was delighted to say yes,

We went out. Nothing crazy (well…..) got a few drinks, spend majority of the
evening AND night talking about ANYTHING and EVERYTHING. After drinks we went
back to his house, smoked some pot and talked for yet again, 4 hours! His mind
entrapped me even more and to my satisfaction, my mind appealed to him as well.
It was as if we were ONE person. Everything he said and the way he said it was
something that he might as well took right out of mind. It was unbelievable. He
didn’t hide the fact that he thought it was unbelievable too. Our time lasted
over 6 hours and it flew by. In those 6 hours he has opened up to me through
his eyes and I opened up to him. We kissed. Touched. Done things I have only
dreamed about. It was like a dream. Well, he did things to ME I dreamed him
doing .. At a point, we just sat there embraced and silently observed each
others faces. It was maybe too much for me to handle as the next day I was
completely depressed and miserable. But I couldn’t figure out why …. it was
just all WAY too much. Didn’t he feel it?

Yes, he did.

He, then, told me the following day that everything was way too much for him to
grasp right now .. he tells me he would really like it if i would agree to be
friends because our connection is undeniable but it’s also a lot to process (as
for me it is too!) because the 26 year age gap among all these other piece of
shit of technicalities of the “real” world seem to be outweighed by our intense
feelings and that’s scary for him. As it is for me too, actually .. I’m just
waiting for the day when he gives in into what we have. Sigh.

I am a gay republican. Yes, we do exist. Why do some people find that so
difficult to believe?

I’m 20 but I’m head over heels for a guy who’s 18….is 2 years too big of an
age gap? I feel like it’s not so bad but my friend keeps teasing the heck outta
me.

I love being around my professor, and not just to get him in bed. I actually
have too much respect for both of us to even think about going in that
direction. I just really love being around him for his personality and his
mind. Is that so wrong? It really stands out because I am female and he is
male, and we are close in age.

The one thing I want for Christmas is you. It really sucks that I’m too shy to
talk to you.

I dont remember when my last period was. But me and my boyfriend havent had sex
in weeks and weeks and weeks.

I just want my fucking period for christmas, please? Its sooo messed up. Erg.

Why can’t you admit playing with my emotions? I would like an apology though it
will NEVER happen. A piece of me wishes I shut you out of my life months ago.
Perhaps I would have my dignity.