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I leave for school each year and my boyfriend stays home. Hes a little older
than me and is almost done with this schooling. We get to see each other every
few weeks, so thats good. But I really want him to miss me. Last year I missed
him a lot and he knew it. And this year I am trying to be more independent. And
not miss him as much. And its weird, but he misses me more this year because of
it. His phone gets really bad reception so we only talk on the phone for about
10/minutes a day from momday-thursday…and on the weekends we really dont talk
on the phone at all. But we use AIM all the time. And today…I keep signing on
just to see what is away message says…and then signing out really fast. Since
then I’ve gotten two e-mails telling me he misses me. And that makes me happy.
Anyways, thats my confession.

Im devious. But I love it.

:)

About four years ago I was in an abusive relationship (emotionally/mentally and
physically). I was with him for three years, but finally listened to my friends
and got the hell out. I cut my losses and left (he had all my clothes, all my
pots/pans/cookware, microwave, television, computer… and over $2,000 of
“money in the pot” for my advanced rent, and $1,000 lent to him from my family
who had no idea what was going on). He was cheating on me for about a year, and
when I caught him in the act, he hit me and called me a stupid bitch and that I
got what I wanted… which was the last straw. I finally realized that I
shouldn’t have to put up with him doing this to me when nothing was my fault.
Anyway, I don’t think I’ve fully come to terms with what he did to me or why I
didn’t leave for so long. I’m upset that I was so stupid and didn’t listen to
my friends. I’m also upset that he has all of my money and house supplies.

I’m probably one of the most submissive, meakest, and down-to-earth people
around, so it frightens me that I’ve been having dreams in which I’m HAPPY and
SATISFIED that he kills himself or gets into some horrible accident… I’m
thinking about checking into counseling. I feel awful about these dreams, and I
know I can’t help what I dream about… but I wonder if I’m seriously that
twisted.

Last night I had a dream that I kissed a guy (who is a really good friend of
mine). Problem: he has a girlfriend, and immediately after the peck or whatever
it was, I was pounding on myself because I knew it was wrong.

I would never actually do that because cheating is wrong. Can anyone help me
figure out the significance of this dream?

Last night I had a dream that I kissed a guy (who is a really good friend of
mine). Problem: he has a girlfriend, and immediately after the peck or whatever
it was, I was pounding on myself because I knew it was wrong.

I would never actually do that because cheating is wrong. Can anyone help me
figure out the significance of this dream?

Last night I had a dream that I kissed a guy (who is a really good friend of
mine). Problem: he has a girlfriend, and immediately after the peck or whatever
it was, I was pounding on myself because I knew it was wrong.

I would never actually do that because cheating is wrong. Can anyone help me
figure out the significance of this dream?

I’m a professor, married, but I fell in love with a student of mine three years
ago, who was working on a thesis project under my supervision at the time. I
never told him or anyone else about my feelings, though at times it was almost
unbearable. After graduation he went to another school, and though we kept in
touch through occasional emails, I have always suppressed my feelings and kept
our relationship strictly professional. It is the only ethical and moral thing
to do, I suppose, but God it is not getting any easier as time passes.

I’m a professor, married, but I fell in love with a student of mine three years
ago, who was working on a thesis project under my supervision at the time. I
never told him or anyone else about my feelings, though at times it was almost
unbearable. After graduation he went to another school, and though we kept in
touch through occasional emails, I have always suppressed my feelings and kept
our relationship strictly professional. It is the only ethical and moral thing
to do, I suppose, but God it is not getting any easier as time passes.

I’m so stressed out right now. I have an assignment due tomorrow and a test on
the same day. I’m 90% done the assignment and 0% done studying for the test.
GAHHHHHHHH why an I even here?!?
Give me your best tips to stop procrastination. Also, feel free to include your
best all-nighter tips.

I am engaged, but I am cheating on him with my professor. I know its wrong, and
I love my fiance, but I am basically obsessed with this other man. I don’t know
what to do. I want out of this affair, but it hurts too bad to let him go. I
wish I could have gone back and stopped all of this before it began.

I went home this weekend and stayed with my boyfriend at his apartment.I didnt
tell my parents I was coming home. Now I feel kinda guilty about it. I never
blatantly lied to my mom because she never asked…but I still feel bad about
it. I wish she hadnt raised me with so many morals.