I still have all the voice messages you left on my cellphone when we were still
together and I listen to them every day. It’s the only way I hear your voice
anymore. Brings me to tears every time.
I’m so nervous for this upcoming fall semester; I don’t even know if I want to
stay in my program. Picking classes was like throwing darts… I just picked 5
to get it over with. I have no idea if I should take more English classes or
not. Right now, I’m majoring in English & Philosophy. I’d like to change to
just Philosophy, or maybe double in Philosophy & Psychology because at least
psychology is a teachable subject that I enjoy (apparently more than my
original major - English lit.).
Double-majoring is so stressful though. If I want to change my major, I’d
better do it now because I’ve already completed one year and any more
additional English classes won’t count towards my degree, and I’ll have wasted
time and $500 on each course.
I didn’t really enjoy my classes as much as I thought I would. I don’t seem to
fit in with other English undergrads. I’m not creative enough. I’m seriously
thinking about majoring in what I really enjoy - philosophy. But that’s even
scarier.
If I do that, I won’t be able to teach like I’d wanted to for years. I’d
probably end up having to at least minor in psychology so I’d be able to
teach something at the high school level. And I won’t be able to teach
philosophy at all, unless I get a PhD and become a professor. But those chances
are slim. I’m so scared of getting a ‘useless’ degree and ending up under- or
un-employed… or taking a job I don’t love.
I’ve been avoiding this all summer. I’ve chosen one English class and four
philosophy classes for Fall, but thinking about it makes me sick. :S
I’m so nervous for this upcoming fall semester; I don’t even know if I want to
stay in my program. Picking classes was like throwing darts… I just picked 5
to get it over with. I have no idea if I should take more English classes or
not. Right now, I’m majoring in English & Philosophy. I’d like to change to
just Philosophy, or maybe double in Philosophy & Psychology because at least
psychology is a teachable subject that I enjoy (apparently more than my
original major - English lit.).
Double-majoring is so stressful though. If I want to change my major, I’d
better do it now because I’ve already completed one year and any more
additional English classes won’t count towards my degree, and I’ll have wasted
time and $500 on each course.
I didn’t really enjoy my classes as much as I thought I would. I don’t seem to
fit in with other English undergrads. I’m not creative enough. I’m seriously
thinking about majoring in what I really enjoy - philosophy. But that’s even
scarier.
If I do that, I won’t be able to teach like I’d wanted to for years. I’d
probably end up having to at least minor in psychology so I’d be able to
teach something at the high school level. And I won’t be able to teach
philosophy at all, unless I get a PhD and become a professor. But those chances
are slim. I’m so scared of getting a ‘useless’ degree and ending up under- or
un-employed… or taking a job I don’t love.
I’ve been avoiding this all summer. I’ve chosen one English class and four
philosophy classes for Fall, but thinking about it makes me sick. :S
Well, baby, this has come as a pretty big surprise!!
We went out a while ago, you turned me down after because a girl you liked
asked you out, but now you’ve broken up with her!! I said “sorry to hear that”,
but I had the biggest grin on my face the whole time.
And you said think about me while masturbating, how naughty! ;) And you also
said you’ve been thinking about me lately.
Well, well. What do I do now? Should I be more forward, pass you my number
again, or just sit by and play a bit hard to get… let you come and get it? ;)
Well, baby, this has come as a pretty big surprise!!
We went out a while ago, you turned me down after because a girl you liked
asked you out, but now you’ve broken up with her!! I said “sorry to hear that”,
but I had the biggest grin on my face the whole time.
And you said think about me while masturbating, how naughty! ;) And you also
said you’ve been thinking about me lately.
Well, well. What do I do now? Should I be more forward, pass you my number
again, or just sit by and play a bit hard to get… let you come and get it? ;)
I don’t know what I was thinking, spending two weeks with you only made it
worse. The more I know you, the harder I fall. I know that most likely we could
never be together, or if we were it probably wouldn’t work out. But I started to
get the sense that you feel it too, and there were definitely a few lines
crossed. This just makes it harder to let go. I just want to fast forward to
when I am done school and see how things would turn out.
i wear women’s panties everyday. as a matter of fact, i only own panties and no
men’s undies at all. i usually buy them over the internet because it is too
embarrassing to go into stores at the mall to buy them.
when i read all of these lost-love and normal-love letters here, it depresses me
more than the person writing it. even though i have a boyfriend, he’d never say
any of those things. even anonymously.
confession n. A written or oral statement acknowledging guilt, made by one who has been accused or charged with an offense.
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It is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution.
— Oscar Wilde
It's kind of like being in someone's head while they're praying or thinking about things they'd never say outloud.
— Yaflapkik
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