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My adviser and I have been dating for nearly a year. A lot of people know our
secret (they’d have to be blind and dumb not to, and since they’re all phd’s, I
hope this is not the case), but its tolerated. Whats really exciting is that I’m
graduating in a week, and so we no longer have to hide. In a month, we’ll be
married. (I haven’t even told my parents about that). It all seems so
wonderful, but so much will change.

My ex-girlfriend used S&M role playing with me to force me into giving headjobs
on other guys while she watched. Although we are broken up, I still give
headjobs to dozens of guys. I feel like such a cock-gobbling cumslut. But I
love it and can’t stop sucking.

You’re a student, I’m your teacher. You’re straight, I wish you weren’t.
You’re finished with my class, and I’m going to miss you. There are all kinds
of things I’d love to do to and for you, but I’d settle for a hug, or even just
being your friend. You’re very down on yourself, and you probably have no idea
just how adorable you are. I’m old enough to be your father, which makes me
feel like a pathetic loser.

Graduation is near and all I can think about is getting out of the valley I am
moving elsewhere near the beach. I have to move because, I don’t want to run
into him… The city where I live is to small. If I ever would see him with
another girl or married it will just brake my heart into a million pieces. I
am going to sell my home and move to SD. All my family lives there I don’t even
know what I am doing here. It is not a good time to sell my house but, I don’t
want to be here anymore. ” Out of sight out of mind” I hope I can get a good
even amount for it and leave a little extra for the down payment of my new
house. I Also want to buy a small beach house in Baja. God I need your help!

I am home for a few days before I go back to school. Me and my boyfriend planned
on hanging out all day today because it would really be our only chance to have
a day. We planned on him picking me up at noon because I dont have a car to
drive right now. And then I get a phone call at like 11:30 with him saying that
hes not going to be coming because he has to wait for UPS to bring him something
he ordered. So, I just got stood up for a stupid butterfly knife. And im
pisssed. And he knows it. If he says one thing to me about his stupid knife im
going to go postal.

I know I am the one who tried to say goodbye although I didn’t want to, and you
invited me to come back to talk. Why did I walk away so quickly after talking?
Sometimes I don’t even understand myself because now I feel so confused and
hurt for walking away without saying what I really wanted to. Maybe I can get
the confidence to feel that you truly want to talk to me as I want to talk to
you and come back and not make the goodbye final, just a goodbye until we can
speak again.

i leave naked pictures on craigslist with no intention of hooking up with
anyone, just hoping theyll send me some pictures back

My boyfriends roomate and I talk a lot. Like everynight online. I like talking
to him because I like talking to anyone and solving problems. But sometimes I
get the vibe that he likes me more than a friend. And I feel guilty about it. I
told my boyfriend and that just made him really mad. He was going to talk to him
and that would have been really really bad. So, I promised to talk to him about
it myself and told him that sometimes he said things that make me feel
uncomfortable. He appologized and things were fine. But I still get the vibe
that he likes me…and I dont want him to. I dont try to send out those
signals. I just like talking. He recently just got out of a divorce (at 24) and
me and him are just really good friends. I love my boyfriend more than
anything…and I dont want anything to jeopardize our relationship or the
relationship between them.

I am dreading graduation. For years now I have avoiding the shambles that is my
marriage by immersing myself into my studies. Now I must face a very ugly
reality in 2 weeks.

I’m stuck in a dead end marriage and the only reasons I stay in are I need help
raising my austistic son and I need someone to help me with him so I can go to
grad school in a year.

My husband doesn’t care for me anymore. My repeated attempts to reach him and
engage him have been rebuffed and now the anger, loneliness, and emptiness are
overwhelming me.

I wish I could be happy again.

i have had a certain professor for the last four terms in college. i’ve always
had a little crush on him and i’ve kind of always sensed he felt the same way.
lately, though, i cannot stop thinking about him. there is an age difference,
but he is single and i’m really interested. he asks me about my personal life
and i feel a real connection with him. anyway, this is my last semester with
him because i’m graduating. i have the feeling that he would like me to
initiate something but that he’s scared to due to the fact that he’s older.
should i let him know i’m interested? how? i don’t to be a slut and throw
myself at him (i’m not like that anyway) and i’m not the best at flirting if
i’m trying to do it consciously. how should i handle this whole situation?
ANY advice would be WONDERFUL! i’m so scattered right now….