i love you. i am in love with you. i need to know if you love me. if you are in
love with me. i am willing to stay with you until you figure out where you want
your life to go, who you want to spend it with. but if you do not see yourself
marrying me, i want to know so i do not plan for years in the future. if it is
a possibility, then i am fine with that… i am willing to wait and see. but i
do not want to spend my twenties waiting around to see if we can make a life
together if you have no desire to do that. i’d rather you tell me you don’t
want to be with me than keep it inside, thinking you’re saving me from hurt.
you’re not. you’re just drawing it out. also, if you want to break up with me
for any reason, tell me straight out. i don’t understand why you don’t speak
up. it’s going to hurt either way. i’d rather it be sooner than later.
indecision is awful. we’ve been together for years. are you bored with me? i
don’t understand why you wont open up. i’ve been nothing but open and honest.
i’m afraid to be open and honest though because it only frustrates you and
makes you threaten to break up with me. i just don’t understand…
sorry, this is not a confession really… well, it is, but it’s more or less
something i’ve been holding in and can’t say….
I don’t understand why I still love you. It just doesn’t make any sense. It
saddens me to say this, because you are the only guy I have ever truly loved,
but I really wish I had never met you. My love for you has brought me nothing
but pain and heartache.
I wish I had the guts to ask you out. I feel the sexual tension between us, but
I’m not sure what to make of it. Are you just a flirt? Are you waiting on me to
ask? It’s been going on for quite sometime now.
I would love to ask you out, but the fear of rejection paralyzes me.
I just love to unload the charge of a hot young cock in my mouth. I also love
69.
There’s nothing I want to do more right now than slow-dance with a guy I love,
moving slowly together, occasional dips and twirls. No words, just motion and
unspoken communion.
Pity I’m single.
I had an affair with my professor for most of last year. This year, she wants to
continue it, but I’m over her. She’s young, and I think there’s a clear
difference between being in her good graces and being lined up for execution
with respect to grading. I think I’m just going to suck it up and keep sleeping
with her for the grades. In the long term, I think solid As in her classes are
more important than doing the right thing emotionally.
I make it sound like I’d choose one night of passion with two or three certain
people and give up a lifetime chance with my significant other (give it up due
to fidelity issues); however, this is not the case. I have never cheated and
would never cheat on anyone. I do this only because he is so aloof and
unemotional every other second of the day… and because he always talks about
all the girls he wants to bang. I want him to feel something and show me he’s
feeling something. Even if that something is negative.
I’ve been having trouble dealing w/my college aged brother. It seems like he’s
always against me, and does not want to hear what I have to say even if it does
make sense. And to top it all off, he gets easily pissed if he doesn’t get his
way. He does not respect his elders and lies to defend himself. He has to be
“right” all the time, and win arguments even though when he’s clearly at
fault.
I don’t know how to get through to him. I’ve stopped talking to him because
he’s a hot head and disagreable. It’s like I have to always obey him and let
him be a fool and not give him the guidance and intelligence to see when he’s
being tricked/conned by another person. It’s like he’s always (and this never
fails) defending even the person who’s wronged him, but he won’t stand up for
his own sister (whom cares for him very much). I’m at my wit’s end, and so are
some members of my family. My bro does remind me of my dad. He has no family
loyalty. He’s quick to defend anybody but the family. It’s no wonder that
he’s divorced from my mom.
I’m starting to think that my only option is to let my brother go. If he wants
this type of drama in his life, then I don’t want to be a part of his life.
I’ll take my loss, and learn a huge lesson in life or I could hurt myself
physically, psychologically, and experience low self esteem from continuing to
“deal” w/my bro and the people whom doesn’t have a strong enough back bone to
discipline him.
I guess what they say is true. Like father, like son.
Last year I slept with a teacher. I was very attracted and didn’t think anyone
would get hurt, find out or really care. Well, now it turns out, he left his
wife. He is far too old for me and now that he’s not married, I don’t really
find him very attractive. I’m over it and he’s serious about a relationship.
So far, I’ve managed to avoid being alone with him. Its making me sick to think
about it. I really wish stayed away from him in the first place. What can I say?
confession n. A written or oral statement acknowledging guilt, made by one who has been accused or charged with an offense.
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It is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution.
— Oscar Wilde
It's kind of like being in someone's head while they're praying or thinking about things they'd never say outloud.
— Yaflapkik
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